Sometimes, life
feels like an unceasing struggle that I’m condemned to repeat. Nothing seems normal anymore and my energy levels are
running on effluvium. On
and on I go, repeating the same wearisome routine. I wonder when the suffering will finally come to an end. Struggling just to live a life. Sometimes, I
can enjoy and be proud of but it seems
there’s nothing else left to do but give up.
The
things happening around me have made me lose my itinerary. I’m helpless
and in catastrophe. I need strength. To be honest, life feels like
this more often than it ever feels like anything else.
But what can
I do? Is this all there is to it? Setback after setback? Failure after failure?
Loss after loss? Every day presents me with a new list of reasons as to why I feel like I should
just give up completely.
Will the
suffering ever end? Sometimes, it feels like it won’t. But what’s the point in going on
living when it’s a drag? I
climb every hindrance that is presented to me. I continue to follow my path, no
matter how difficult it gets, because I know that one day it will all be worth
it. But after each and
every clash I fight, there seems to be
another one waiting for me just around the portion.
I know that
without pain and difficulty I wouldn’t know joy and happiness. I’m not really
sad for these obstacles and wanted to remove suddenly. All I want is strength to keep
going.
I could possibly count the more issue i have, in some my mood I'll go for
happy to sad in seconds. I won't always like myself. BUT I
just wanted to know that I'll never care how far I push myself away because
when I told myself that I would stay. I meant it I'm a little losing and a
little damaged, but I'm not HOPELESS. I know who I
am are, I love who I'm are and that's why I'm stay so, I learn to know myself
too. If I can do that,
then I know I can hold on even in my darkest moments. I want to keep going. Truly, I do. I have a lot of love for life. It’s
just hard when times get rough and I can’t see a way out to find the will to continue. Life feels like a cycle
I’m caught in with no choice in the matter.
Deep down, I
know that it’s all worth it. I know that none of this would be happening longer
and I’m
not sure how much more I can take. BUT Pain makes
stronger – I truly know that there are always
warmer and brighter days ahead, no matter how grey and cold things might seem
now. “I, You and
All know that feeling?”
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