#Fiction Station
The loneliness was eating me up. For
me to live I have to move. After that
incident, I shifted here. My friend’s hostel. To Dhangadhi. To me engage in
some work, I started to work as partner of hostel.
I shifted. And he dropped a
message in messenger.
—
How are you?
It’s been a long time, I just
missed you.
It’s a year you just despaired.
I am sorry, I massaged you, even
thought you refuse to talk.
—
No no its okay
Do you think I really don’t want
to talk with?
It’s not like what you think. You
know my situation after that incident, life has totally changed. Not only you,
from family, all friends, relative to whom I know or know me, even from self I’m
running, hope to live.
—
There was something about him. It’s
been years we were wall friends. But, this time
I don’t know what got into me in
that moment and I just…
After a couple of month I dare to….
—
I didn’t ask you
Can we live together?
– What? Why?
I myself trying to find these
answers, but…., just want to live with you….
…………………………………….
—
I’m not sure
But it’s something like fantasy. It
was our just second meet.
I hadn’t fallen this way in
years. Just the way he looked at me. I was slipping from my own grip. We never
had met before and sure! to have good meet. His sunny personality contradicted.
He was like room temperature water on a dry winter morning. And I didn’t even know I was parched. I found myself looking forward to each morning.
And fell asleep. Almost effortlessly each night.
The only think bothering me, was that it was
all too good to be true.
We started to live together. I
don’t think we ever had that conversation. I just got my staff and moved to
him. He’d change the whole world around me. I was getting used to him. I’d wake
up to his morning breath. I always sure to ask him. We have set boundaries yet.
All this years, I have answered
too many. I found comfort in his silence. I’d sit in bed all the day. And he’d
talk to me for hours. About nothing specific. And then we’d made wild love. Till
we lust track of what day it was. He held me like he’d never let me go. I was happy for him to take the lead. He
pinned me down, So well.
A story of long days and lonely
nights, hard work and lack of sleep. Now it, turn into together. Having lots of
consequences, “I dare to move with him to live”
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